I know I am an escapist,
I believe I am an escapist.
I escape from people,situations and conditions
because I believe that I can't fulfill the surrounding's expectations.
From me people expect high,
but I always fall short on expectations,don't know why
Now I have found a new way of delight,
which my mind finds bright-
just escape when you feel you can't tackle,
escape and escape till you can't handle.
Though,I know this way life is surely not following the right path,
the path it has taken is gloomy and dark.
However now I think,
I need to come out of this shell and face the situation,
as keeping low self-esteem is no solution.
Its high time I should start expecting more from myself,
I think I should give another chance to my own self.
So what if my errors turn out to be the biggest errors of my life,
I would be content that I atleast tried.
Life doesn't give many chances to rectify,
So baby one should give it another try.
This escapism is craving for an end,I guess,
Hence,I should also expect nothing less.
Its for sure that life is much more than getting missed,
as its a spectacular gift!
:)
I believe I am an escapist.
I escape from people,situations and conditions
because I believe that I can't fulfill the surrounding's expectations.
From me people expect high,
but I always fall short on expectations,don't know why
Now I have found a new way of delight,
which my mind finds bright-
just escape when you feel you can't tackle,
escape and escape till you can't handle.
Though,I know this way life is surely not following the right path,
the path it has taken is gloomy and dark.
However now I think,
I need to come out of this shell and face the situation,
as keeping low self-esteem is no solution.
Its high time I should start expecting more from myself,
I think I should give another chance to my own self.
So what if my errors turn out to be the biggest errors of my life,
I would be content that I atleast tried.
Life doesn't give many chances to rectify,
So baby one should give it another try.
This escapism is craving for an end,I guess,
Hence,I should also expect nothing less.
Its for sure that life is much more than getting missed,
as its a spectacular gift!
:)
6 comments:
you do not look like an escapist..
Yes I am..Maximum people who know me believe that I am not an escapist but I am.In such case,I guess either people have not understood me or I have been good in hiding or people have spent less time with me to understand that part of mine.
In fact, one comment of one of my friends on something that I was escaping from,prompted me to write on this topic.
Probably all three reasons are valid for me.. so for me, you are not an escapist.
And yes, you are reserved enough to share any instances with your "Just FB friends" i guess :p
Hahahaha..No I love sharing my experiences and thoughts with all type of people irrespective of the category that I put them into but yes I don't share my life with everyone.But yes as people get to know me slowly and gradually,they become part of my life but till the time they don't become that part ,I don't part with my life with them.:)
ab kuch ni likhunga... :p
hehehehe.You are most welcome to share your thoughts.:)
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